Taken on my morning walk along the River Colne, facing east towards the newly-risen Sun. A reflective time before hosting Zoom lectures.
And did you get what
you wanted from this life, even so?
And what did you want?
To call myself beloved, to feel myself
beloved on the earth.
Raymond Carver, A New Path to the Waterfall, Atlantic Monthly Press, 1989.
‘It is easier to endure than to change. But once one has changed, what was endured is hard to recall.’
Susan Sontag, The Benefactor (1963)
‘One can never speak enough of the virtues,
the dangers, the power of shared laughter’
Francoise Sagan (1935 – 2004).
Low tide on the River Colne lets the mud tell its stories.
I am too much
You are not enough
There’s a deep stillness
My own wine
A calm storm
Of the 366 in 2020. A leap year.
Returning to Essex, meant returning to work – two different employers, two different jobs, on three different sites in two different towns.
I was met by new faces, old faces, all: ‘Happy 2020!’
I step (rather than leap) into a new job in the third week of this month.
I’m apprehensive and curious; it’s energising. Step forward, 2020.